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What do I use my notebook for? I got a new notebook and it's gonna be for personal use ...
on November 18, 2019
I listened to a visual album again and to say I cried was an understatement. tw for a LOT of issues, mainly police brutality and discrimination.
It's called "Forbidden" by Todrick Hall, and its basically a 60's aesthetic flipping roles for everyone. Being hetero is illegal and being white can get you shot.
I cried because not only does it reflect on today's issues, but the music is beautiful, and it being written in I think 7 months is spectacular.
It's called "Forbidden" by Todrick Hall, and its basically a 60's aesthetic flipping roles for everyone. Being hetero is illegal and being white can get you shot.
I cried because not only does it reflect on today's issues, but the music is beautiful, and it being written in I think 7 months is spectacular.
on November 18, 2019
on November 18, 2019
Going on trips with my mom somewhere is always an experience
We went to a tattoo/ pierce shop and I befriended the owner's 11 year old what an experience
We went to a tattoo/ pierce shop and I befriended the owner's 11 year old what an experience
on November 17, 2019
Tw:
So I was trying to figure out what was going on with the drama and I saw the picture and had a flashback so thanks for that bitch
So I was trying to figure out what was going on with the drama and I saw the picture and had a flashback so thanks for that bitch
@Teenaged.Narcissist I'm so glad you talked to someone ❤❤ Love you too, glad you're starting to feel better
on November 15, 2019
Nonono that's okay bby I don't expect you to know what to do!! I called my therapist about my relapse yesterday and I picked up anti-psychotics to help with the withdrawal symptoms. I'm working with professionals so don't even worry about it! I appreciate your concern though. You're a sweetheart and ily.
on November 15, 2019
@Teenaged.Narcissist that's good. I'm really not able to give advice on your situation at the moment, but I'm glad you're ik
on November 15, 2019
I'm doing better now. I had a pretty long depressive episode for a while but today has been genuinely a good day.
on November 15, 2019
on November 15, 2019
on November 11, 2019
Today was good : )
Did 3 days of work in an hour, and chores, and cleaned the backyard. Then we chilled and burnt fire at my great cousin's house, then finished it up with a movie
Cons?
I cut my hand on barbed wire and my arms are sore from writing and sawing branches
Did 3 days of work in an hour, and chores, and cleaned the backyard. Then we chilled and burnt fire at my great cousin's house, then finished it up with a movie
Cons?
I cut my hand on barbed wire and my arms are sore from writing and sawing branches
on November 10, 2019
on November 08, 2019
Tw: animal abuse/ violence
Who threatened to stab a dog bc I'll find them and make their vertabrae come out of their nose like pez and then break their headphones
Who threatened to stab a dog bc I'll find them and make their vertabrae come out of their nose like pez and then break their headphones
on November 08, 2019
Tw (drug use/ withdrawal)
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So on top of migraines from hell when I don't have my meds my legs itch like hell and keep spasming so that's fun,,
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So on top of migraines from hell when I don't have my meds my legs itch like hell and keep spasming so that's fun,,
on November 07, 2019
Possible tw?
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My sister was explaining the ok boomer meme and she's getting yelled at and when I was like "hey this is getting personal we should step back" I got yelled at but my mom forgot I have a migraine from hell (not having antidepressants) and now I'm breaking down from pain
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My sister was explaining the ok boomer meme and she's getting yelled at and when I was like "hey this is getting personal we should step back" I got yelled at but my mom forgot I have a migraine from hell (not having antidepressants) and now I'm breaking down from pain
on November 06, 2019
"The car just beat me like I'm wearing leather"
"that's my job"
"please I'm stILL IN THE CAR"
"that's my job"
"please I'm stILL IN THE CAR"
on November 04, 2019
Seeing other LGBT people in my school makes me happy and makes me know I'm not alone,,,
on November 04, 2019
There's a wonderfully sad album called "Evelyn Evelyn" about conjoined twin sisters going through bad shit but I think the wonderful thing about it is the song Chicken Man.
You don't get explanation until later about who the chicken man which makes it upsetting but you just get
"chicken man CHICKEN MAN" in the middle of tragedy.
You don't get explanation until later about who the chicken man which makes it upsetting but you just get
"chicken man CHICKEN MAN" in the middle of tragedy.
on November 04, 2019
Oh boy
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On my period and I have 2 antidepressants left so uh,,,
Guess that means violent thoughts I don't want again for like,,, 3 weeks.
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On my period and I have 2 antidepressants left so uh,,,
Guess that means violent thoughts I don't want again for like,,, 3 weeks.
on November 03, 2019
on November 01, 2019
Hint of who I am today:
“Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”
“Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”
on October 31, 2019
Tbh about maggy:
You cant preach about animal cruelty and then be cruel to people :////
You cant preach about animal cruelty and then be cruel to people :////
on October 30, 2019
So I have two slips of paper in my phone I carry with me at all times, and both are religious in some way and have a story.
Jeremiah 29:11- "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. " At a little mental health seminar, a girl I have never met handed me this. Throughout the day I was asking questions, mainly about autism (there was an autism counselor there) and I realized I See More want to be an activist for children with autism and mental health. I'm pretty sure it's when God went "Here's my plan for you." It made me feel sure of myself. I still don't know who handed me it, but I want to thank her. The next week, I implemented mental health resources around the school.
"When you're going through Hell, keep going." -Winston Churchill. This one I hold with me for several reasons and I wrote it down myself. I've been through a lot (some I've talked about, a lot I haven't.) and it's the quote that keeps me going. It's a reminder I can feel what I am feeling, but to keep going. I live to spite everyone else. Technically, I should have died SEVERAL times, and just starting with birth was fatal due to being born too early and having a hole in my heart. I live to spite the odds. And I'm gonna keep going.
Jeremiah 29:11- "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. " At a little mental health seminar, a girl I have never met handed me this. Throughout the day I was asking questions, mainly about autism (there was an autism counselor there) and I realized I See More want to be an activist for children with autism and mental health. I'm pretty sure it's when God went "Here's my plan for you." It made me feel sure of myself. I still don't know who handed me it, but I want to thank her. The next week, I implemented mental health resources around the school.
"When you're going through Hell, keep going." -Winston Churchill. This one I hold with me for several reasons and I wrote it down myself. I've been through a lot (some I've talked about, a lot I haven't.) and it's the quote that keeps me going. It's a reminder I can feel what I am feeling, but to keep going. I live to spite everyone else. Technically, I should have died SEVERAL times, and just starting with birth was fatal due to being born too early and having a hole in my heart. I live to spite the odds. And I'm gonna keep going.
on October 25, 2019