Why do you Fight?

Why do you Fight?

In the depths of your despair, when there seems to be nothing left to hope for, what is it that keeps you going? What would you give your all to? What would you do everything for? What is it that’s providing to you a beacon for your love? Why are you trying to change the world?

published on June 18, 2023
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What hurts you the most?

All the children looking out towards their future and seeing it mired with the constant shadows of misery, shadows they’ll never escape from.
The way all of the prayers of innumerable people fall upon jagged, broken edges. The way their hope and their want and their need bleeds; how it never stops ...
All the pain the people have faced. All the pain the people face. And how it seems to mean nothing, seems to lead to nothing. How revolution seems impossible.
How the comfortable do not see, will never see, the pain that your people are in. How they look you in the eyes and do not even see your humanity, do not eve...
2/16

If you could be an animal what would you be?

A snake. With fangs and venom so that everyone and everything thinks twice before crossing you. So that you have what you need to strike at those who seek to...
A raven. With feathers as black as the night sky and a cry as rough and wild as the dry desert. A piece of the wild lands that can flourish in the city, as a...
A giant tortoise. You will carry decades of truth and history and memory upon the heavy weight you carry all around. You will see all. And you will serve as ...
A dove. Carrying the signs of hope and peace and new life with you in your beak. Wherever you fly, you will be a symbol to the people. A symbol of all they l...
3/16

If you could physically fight a corrupted spirit, what spirit would you most want to fight?

The spirit of inequality. The spirit that keeps the comfortable up on their great towers and keeps the masses clawing and writhing against the stones below. ...
The spirit of inertia. The spirit that keeps everything going as it is, everything going as it is, everything going as it has been going, everything going wr...
The spirit of cruelty. The spirit that hurts the young ones, that hurts the ones at the end of their lives, that hurts all the ones in between. The spirit th...
The spirit of ignorance. The spirit that hides the truth from the minds and the hearts of the people. That teaches them lies and falsehoods that they then mi...
4/16

You fought the spirit. You lost the fight. How do you feel?

Hopeful, even though you lost. Because despite your loss, you still gave it your all. You still sacrificed your blood and your bone and your heart. And that ...
Sad. Extremely sad. Because now the world will be just as it was before, and now all the horrors that the people are having to face, they will still have to ...
Searching. There had to have been a reason why you failed. Something happened that made you lose. And something can happen that will make you win. You just h...
Angry. Beyond angry. So angry that you could set the whole wide world on fire, and then maybe some more. They always win. They always win. Why do they always...
5/16

You find a tiny sapling. Why do you nurture it?

Because it will grow up tall and maybe create a forest around it. And nature is sacred. We all need nature around us, to teach us and guide us and help us tr...
Because trees give us air. And the people need air. They need it to live, they need it to love, they need it to build the revolution in ways both big and sma...
Because trees carry spirits unknown, all flowing through them. They connect people to the world that exists beyond the world that we are in now. They connect...
Because trees make oxygen and oxygen is free. It’s free for now. And it can help the people who have nothing to pay with. It can help the people who have not...
6/16

If you had to be an ecosystem, what would you be?

A desert. Hot and dry and blindingly bright. Stretching as far as the heart can feel in all four sacred directions. Full of life, but only the life that can ...
A prairie made up of many grasses and herbs and shrubs, scattered amongst the arid lands. Bright and growing and sparking with life under a blue sky that off...
The open ocean. Extending miles and miles deep, miles and miles wide. Providing a home to all kinds of creatures from the smallest bacteria to the largest wh...
An old growth forest full of trees that are so ancient that they existed before empires rose in the land. A forest filled with fresh air that holds more than...
7/16

You find a single feather on the ground. What do you do?

You think of what this omen could mean. You think of all the truths that the universe wants to show you by giving you this experience. And you do not know an...
You think of the warriors of old times now long forgotten by everyone. Warriors who went into battle with feathers braided into their hair to give them stren...
You think of how this means that birds are still in the sky. The sky is still up there, still free and untameable. And if the birds are still alive, that mea...
You think of the many, many people across many many generations who have shared this one tiny, simple moment with you. You think of how for time immemorial p...
8/16

Choose a girl/woman god to speak with.

The young girl god of healing and rebirth. The god that soothes the disturbed and bandages the bleeding. The god who makes green things grow and fruit ripen ...
The woman god who sees all. Who sees the rage and the apathy and the ego and the avarice of the comfortable and keeps a careful record of it. The god who kno...
The woman god who rises up from death and destruction each and every time. The god who suffers all the injustice and the anguish caused by the comfortable an...
The teenaged girl god who gives her life in order to find the truth. The god who dies painfully in order to chase what is true and what is good and what is r...
9/16

Choose a boy/man god to speak with.

The boy god who defeated the evil king who held his people under oppression. The god who survived many attempts on his life in order to rise from the ashes o...
The teenaged boy god who howls and screams in agony at all the pain that is inflicted upon him. The god who will become more powerful than any weapon and wil...
The man god who seeks to know all that there is to know about the universe, about why it was made, about what forces mold and shape it into what it is, and m...
The young boy god who got taken from his family. But he remembers his parents in everything that he does and everything that he is, and when he is finally fr...
10/16

Choose a genderqueer god to speak with.

The genderfluid god who brings chaos and destruction in their wake, who will lead the armies that will fight those in power and fight the forces of the old w...
The nonbinary god who is the resilience and the rage and the endurance and the strength of all the people, whose power gets stronger and stronger as new gene...
The God that is everyone, and all of nature, and all the other gods brought into one being. The all-gendered parent of all of nature and divinity. And nature...
The bigendered god who brings life to all creatures and gives us the magical, intangible essences that make us who we are. The god who brings balance to the ...
11/16

When you are brought to anger how do you rationalize those emotions within yourself?

You remind yourself that anger is a good and necessary part of fighting. It is a necessary part of the process which will result in a brand new world for all...
You let it overcome you and power you with the force of a thousand flames because your anger is just and righteous, directed at those in power.
You reach for the transformative powers of anger and you let the anger transform you and reveal to you the truths hidden deep inside our hungering.
You let the anger bring back to life all of the souls and emotions and ideas that the comfortable consider powerless and dead. You let them live through the ...
12/16

When despair overcomes your heart and you seek solace and respite, what do you look to as a source of hope?

The knowledge that the forces of love, the forces of justice, and the forces of equality are ultimately stronger and more sustainable than the forces of apat...
You look to all that you dream, all that you wish. You look to all that the other people dream. You look to all that they long for and you know those longing...
You let yourself feel your emotions. Because your emotions teach you how to go forwards. You kindle rage from out of the sorrow and you use it as a light to ...
You remember all the strength that all the people have together. You remember that you are all together. You remember that you are all one. And you all are u...
13/16

You are dying on the battlefield, struck by an enemy. What thoughts flow through your mind?

You are now joining the innumerable ranks of the ancestors. The ancestors who provide strength and teaching and hope to all the people seeking better lives f...
You have sacrificed your life. And a sacrifice of blood, of pain, and of living itself is a strong sacrifice indeed. This will make the forces of liberation ...
Even if you died, you got to fight. And you got to make the enemy feel fear for once, feel pain for once. You got to bring them down to the level where they ...
You died but you fought. And by fighting you brought the world one step closer to liberation. You brought the people one step closer to equality. You sacrifi...
14/16

Your best friend is dying on the battlefield. What are your last words to them?

I love you.
Your sacrifice is very honourable and worthwhile.
You will be reunited with everyone you loved and lost.
I will make them pay. I will make them all pay.
15/16

You won the battle. At the gates of the mansion of the most powerful enemy, two girls, covered in blood and bruises from the fighting, are kissing in the sunlight. What is your reaction?

This is it. This is what we fought for.
These girls deserve all the joy in the world.
This is beautiful. This is breathtaking.
All of the sacrifice came to fruition.
16/16

You perform a small act of kindness. Why do you do this?

Because you have to make it mean something. You have to make all that everyone ever taught you mean something.
Because this is how we tilt the balance towards the side of good. This is how we gain our power.
The world was so cruel to them. You have to give them something, even if it’s not a lot.
All these small acts will come together to push us towards the revolution. It will mean a lot in the end.