Vent(?)
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I miss being in love. Like it happened once in my life and I miss that feeling. After I've had feelings for someone for almost all my life it felt like everyday I was waking up to see rainbows. Now I just feel like a cold monster. I don't even feel much for my family because of all the petty fights and misunderstandings between us, basically we're all in a toxic relationship. I have no interest in anybody romantically anymore . It feels so empty like ? When people See More of your age are experiencing love and you feel like rock with no feelings for anything. No gratitude to your life. It's a blessing to live but it's like a curse to me as I can't use my boon properly. We don't live just because we have to. It feels like I'm connection to the world slowly and just busy day dreaming stuff
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I miss being in love. Like it happened once in my life and I miss that feeling. After I've had feelings for someone for almost all my life it felt like everyday I was waking up to see rainbows. Now I just feel like a cold monster. I don't even feel much for my family because of all the petty fights and misunderstandings between us, basically we're all in a toxic relationship. I have no interest in anybody romantically anymore . It feels so empty like ? When people See More of your age are experiencing love and you feel like rock with no feelings for anything. No gratitude to your life. It's a blessing to live but it's like a curse to me as I can't use my boon properly. We don't live just because we have to. It feels like I'm connection to the world slowly and just busy day dreaming stuff
orangeade
@mamma.mia true ??
on September 22, 2020
mamma.mia
the right person won’t give up on you.
on September 22, 2020
orangeade
thanks vanna . It did make me feel better. I was just upset as my life just felt all grey and blue. But you're right. Everything takes time but I was just unsure if I'll use an opportunity when it comes as I'm way too much of a pessimist @mamma.mia
on September 22, 2020
mamma.mia
It takes time honestly. And most of the time the person that arrives it is nothing like the day dreams you’ll have. It’ll be even better and you won’t even expect it.
on September 22, 2020
orangeade
yeah I feel like I've been robbed of all my sunshine and sparkles days . I'm only in my teens but I feel no attachment to anything anymore . Nothing excites or makes me happy. It's hard to ask for a birthday wish. What do I like? What makes me happy? I have no idea
on September 21, 2020
on September 21, 2020
wow hi
on September 21, 2020
You know what hurts? When a girl you started talking to and you think she's interested in you and suddenly asks if I have any guy friends and ask me to fking introduce them to her...just...smile...and ..nod
on September 20, 2020
she takes a little too much time to type and respond but I find it cute
on September 18, 2020
on September 18, 2020
someone called a kpop group white lmaooo I cannott
a fair skinned poc doesn't mean a white
Plus many aren't even "fair" may just use skin whitening products (which is quite problematic and needs to stopped)
? It's sad that some need to be explained cause CMON ITS COMMON SENSE
a fair skinned poc doesn't mean a white
Plus many aren't even "fair" may just use skin whitening products (which is quite problematic and needs to stopped)
? It's sad that some need to be explained cause CMON ITS COMMON SENSE
on September 18, 2020
I ate lots of coffee candy and had a shower so I feel extremely sleepy I think I'll do this everyday but this is so weird I don usually feel sleepy at all
on September 09, 2020
on September 09, 2020
on September 08, 2020
⋆ ? ?♡???? ????? ??????? ???? ???????? i ??????? ???? ?????? ??????? ~~? ? ⋆✶
on September 06, 2020
I just come back here to rant
on September 06, 2020
Mama cat and it's child are sleeping in our yard it's just sooo ??????????????
on September 03, 2020
Also I saw a very cute lil kitten in my yard and luckily it's not abandoned or lost as I assumed (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
on September 02, 2020
I want to post something but I have nothing going in my life except for muscle cramps and really stupid long online classes why is my life like this idk
on September 02, 2020
on August 31, 2020
extra hours are added to our online class as if I wasn't having enough of already long classes tf
on August 31, 2020