I literally haven’t done anything interesting ever but: (this is probably gonna be rlly long)
I can pretty vividly remember my godmother dying as my first memory. I remember being really confused and scared that something would happen to my family (she died from a sudden heart attack) and to this day I’m absolutely terrified that something like that will happen See More again to someone I love.
I used to have a lot of weird ticks as a kid, and most went away immediately after getting medicated for anxiety and depression. I used to repeat everything I said under my breath, and I (still) walk on my toes and stuff. My parents would yell at me for these things even though I couldn’t help it.
I got medicated when I was being bullied in the 5th grade and I became pretty suicidal, that feeling of hopelessness never really went away, and I’m still working on it. I was recently admitted to a mental hospital because I really wanted to kill myself. I feel about the same, but now I know not to tell anyone if I feel that way (mental hospitals are awful). See More
But other than that not much has happened. I’ve never even kissed anyone and I’m a junior in high school so that sucks.
Yeah so most of my life is me being mentally ill. But one thing that really has helped me is actually Dan and Phil? Idk, something about them makes me so happy and I actually feel hopeful when I look at their lives. I’ve been watching them since I was like , 11, so that’s really been what’s kept me going ?
I can pretty vividly remember my godmother dying as my first memory. I remember being really confused and scared that something would happen to my family (she died from a sudden heart attack) and to this day I’m absolutely terrified that something like that will happen See More again to someone I love.
I used to have a lot of weird ticks as a kid, and most went away immediately after getting medicated for anxiety and depression. I used to repeat everything I said under my breath, and I (still) walk on my toes and stuff. My parents would yell at me for these things even though I couldn’t help it.
But other than that not much has happened. I’ve never even kissed anyone and I’m a junior in high school so that sucks.
Yeah so most of my life is me being mentally ill. But one thing that really has helped me is actually Dan and Phil? Idk, something about them makes me so happy and I actually feel hopeful when I look at their lives. I’ve been watching them since I was like , 11, so that’s really been what’s kept me going ?