malicex - Page 8

a ~life update~
good things from the past few days:
- i talked to my parents over the phone for the first time since I came out - they seemed okay. No hard feelings I think
- i set up an appointment with a therapist who specializes in helping trans people (my current therapist is kinda transphobic)
- i started my classes at school! they are going well so far :)
- i officially started going by will with my professors/peers
bad things from the past few days: See More
- i was bleeding profusely for several days because I stopped taking my estrogen pills (it was making me dysphoric; but now i get heavy periods/migraines again lol)
- i was hella sick for like 2 days bc i forgot to take my meds and i was literally too nauseous to Take the Pills
- i almost hospitalized myself twice. i think i'm getting better tho
indifferent things (neither good nor bad)
- i think i'm starting to get over my current FP. it is a painful process but I think it'll be good for both of us in the long run...

i hope we both die
/lyrics

ok so my mom just basically said that i can't be trans bc i have autism (which she hid from me for decades, might i add)
and is now blaming me for her issues with my father and their marriage

my mom isn't responding to my texts

i sent the email and now they aren't saying anything im terrified

i just finished writing a very long coming out letter to my parents
i plan on sending it today 0_O

can you guys try calling me will for a little while i wanna see how i feel about it before i make any decisions

how many times can one change their name in their life bc honestly i wanna do it again

you guys: *freaking tf out, and justifiably so*
me: hey guys i wanna be HANNIBAL LECTER’S BOYFRIEND

cis ppl stfu challenge

my will graham cosplay stuff just came >:)

i started wearing mens boxers instead of women's underwear recently and oh my god my life is changed they're so comfortable
why are women's underwear so. like that