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literally nobody likes me and I have no fücking will to live. i have 0 redeeming qualities and i fück up everything. nobody will ever want to be in a relationship with me for multiple reasons. including but not limited to: being ugly, having a shitty personality, being generally unloveable, having a personality disorder that distorts all my thoughts and views of other people, etc.)
the 2 people I’ve ever had a real crush on don’t give a shit about me and are both seeing See More other people. I’ve fallen in love too many times and gotten my heart broken too many times. all I want is someone to make me feel like I’m worth something.
literally nobody likes me and I have no fücking will to live. i have 0 redeeming qualities and i fück up everything. nobody will ever want to be in a relationship with me for multiple reasons. including but not limited to: being ugly, having a shitty personality, being generally unloveable, having a personality disorder that distorts all my thoughts and views of other people, etc.)
the 2 people I’ve ever had a real crush on don’t give a shit about me and are both seeing See More other people. I’ve fallen in love too many times and gotten my heart broken too many times. all I want is someone to make me feel like I’m worth something.
I can try my best to make myself happy. I buy myself material things that bring me happiness. But stupid objects can’t satisfy my need to feel loved by others. I redid my entire room so I didn’t hate it anymore but it’s worth nothing since nobody will ever see it. literally the only thing that brings me true joy is watching dan and phil have a happy, healthy See More relationship, but at the same time it hurts me bc I know I’ll never have that kind of love in my life.
on July 06, 2019
and I know someone’s gonna say some bullshit “you don’t need someone to be worth something” but yeah you kinda do bc if nobody likes you you’re pretty much worthless. the only reason I have any friends is bc I’m funny occasionally. literally the only positive thing my friends say about me is that I’m funny. Other than that I’m usually a bipolar two-faced bitch
on July 06, 2019
on July 06, 2019
on July 05, 2019
independence from britain is cool
but what about the thousands of immigrants being kept in cages and denied basic needs? where’s their independence?
but what about the thousands of immigrants being kept in cages and denied basic needs? where’s their independence?
on July 05, 2019
ok update her friends convinced her to let me drive to the craft store and back and I LIVED BITCH
on July 04, 2019
my mom is literally so dumb she basically forced me to get my license and bought me a car and then doesn’t let me drive 5 miles down the road smh
on July 04, 2019
i can't believe we live in a post dan and phil coming out and making their relationship semi-public universe
we almost live in a post dan and phil @ london pride universe
can we get a dan and phil get a dog universe too
we almost live in a post dan and phil @ london pride universe
can we get a dan and phil get a dog universe too
on July 04, 2019
just got back from the doctors and I have a pneumonia
lucky me
lucky me
on July 03, 2019
there are some things you never grow out of
i started watching dan and phil in the 6th grade, when they were super adamant about being straight, and so was i.
i’m now a senior in high school, still just as obsessed as i was 6 years ago. now all three of us are openly queer people. :,)
ty ly bb
i started watching dan and phil in the 6th grade, when they were super adamant about being straight, and so was i.
i’m now a senior in high school, still just as obsessed as i was 6 years ago. now all three of us are openly queer people. :,)
ty ly bb
on July 03, 2019
im very sick someone put me out of my misery
my whole body hurts and my doctors appointment is tomorrow :/
my whole body hurts and my doctors appointment is tomorrow :/
on July 02, 2019
why would anyone get their clit pierced like what if it gets infected and your pussy falls off
on July 02, 2019
pls watch my new video i’m like funny or whatever https://youtu.be/4eT8hMt72E8
reading my diary from when i was 7
you asked, i delivered here's... this sorry i don't have proper editing software so i can't improve the quality of this at all pls like and subscribe !!11!!!...
on July 02, 2019