TheUnofficalKpopRat091 - Page 5

This genius person on YouTube said that they blasted Hey Tayo at midnight so it was the first song them and their neighbors heard in 2022... So, it's the first song I'm listening to as well ? I also decided to make my tradition for New Years. Last year my mom ruined the meatballs I made with some weird sauce, so I decided to eat meatballs as my first meal of the year, but since I couldn't find them, I ate chicken nuggets and drank eggnog.

Happy New Year!!

My mom and dad tried to have a conversation about one of their friends dying and I was in the kitchen talking to my brother about the rule we had to pick back up of writing our names on leftovers. He literally yelled over my parents "YOU AREN'T A RAT!!!!" And since he was being so loud of course my mom told him to be quiet, then he shouted, "I'M TRYING TO FIX ___________ SELF ESTEEM!!! IT'S TERRIBLE!!!!!" I honestly kind of appreciate him for stuff like this, but I am a rat. I See More like the animal just as much as I like frogs and ducks, but I thought it was even funnier to make a username out of it, and it stayed with me. So sorry if you don't like it, brother.

So, my mom tried to tell me to return the belt, then realized I was already wearing it and the tags were off. She and my dad then proceeded to tell me how I "don't want to be associated with something that I'm not"... I don't think I'm ever officially going to come out to them, since apparently according to my mom " Bi people don't exist ". Still feeling awesome about the belt and proud of myself for being smart enough to take off the tags before I went to them.

I just got my first pride belt because my parents let me and my sister buy whatever we want at the mall by ourselves and I'm kinda scared when and if they find out...

Merry Snowman Day ☃️

Speaking of Xion from Oneus, I had an online friend (not on here) who went by the name Xion. They were one of the biggest BTS fans I've ever met, and I loved them honestly so much... I haven't talked to them in a while, but I hope they're doing much better now.

I was looking for new writing apps with a certain feature and I stumbled across a picture book maker...
I honestly love it so far.

Hopefully my belt testing for Tae Kwon Do actually goes well later today...
There was a money issue (they lost the check) and I'm not feeling too good that it's actually been taken care of.
So, I'm going to do what I always do. Show up like an idiot ??

So, this kid started cutting my hair yesterday in class, and since there was a sub, I couldn't do much. I talked to my mom and brother about it, and they both told me that I need to toughen up to stupid people. I miss being virtual.

All day I tell myself there's two gorgeous things waiting for me at home so I can get through the day.
My bed and food.

I honestly don't want to try hard to impress people anymore. I couldn't tell you the last time I acted like my real self at school or out in public. It's now running into my home time as well because my brother who's way older than me is back.

I hate how when I explain something to my dad that's bothering me, he lists off everything I'm doing wrong, and how the other people in the problem are doing nothing wrong. If someone's treating me like shit, how's that my fault?

I guess I'll try to be here more frequently.
Today has been rushy so far.

My dad started yelling at me but my earbuds were in, and I didn't bother to take them out. I just said okay and he thought I could hear him, so, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also, I got to hang at an arcade with my friend, and I won an Elmo stuffed animal from hitting a jackpot on a ticket game. Honestly, I'm really proud of him.

I attempted to curl my sister's hair. I got to say, I did absolutely terrible, but she was happy with the results.