I'm sorry... It just a whole lot of things are in my mind and its like... I can't describe it. My friends are trying to help me with it. But... Is not helping enough. I just want it to end. I want to be happy again. I want to smile again. But I feel empty. I can't feel no love. I can't feel nothing no more. It leads me to self harm and loosing my sanity. It just too hard for a 14 year old. I just can't... But... I still have that little hope that I have inside of me... But if See More it's not going to help...
Probably the next thing you know... I'll be hanging... Somewhere...
But please. Pretty please, stay with me and hope this depression goes down. Please stay with me with this. I know I can make it. And I know I will live a healthy life. I just got to believe.
And I hope one day that I'll get to see the love of my life. I just got to believe.
Probably the next thing you know... I'll be hanging... Somewhere...
But please. Pretty please, stay with me and hope this depression goes down. Please stay with me with this. I know I can make it. And I know I will live a healthy life. I just got to believe.
And I hope one day that I'll get to see the love of my life. I just got to believe.
Mate, this is how i felt just a week ago. Empty, unloved, and worthless. But then I learned things get better. You just have to give it time.
I gave it time, and I got the person I care about most
So if you give it time, things will get better.
Just remember
Everything happens for a reason
I gave it time, and I got the person I care about most
So if you give it time, things will get better.
Just remember
Everything happens for a reason
on March 25, 2018
on March 25, 2018
UUUUUUUUGGGHH!!!
I HATE MY DEPRESSION SO MUCH!
I WANT IT TO GO AWAY!
GET AWAY FROM ME! NOBODY LIKES YOU!
Depression: .... But i-
Me: GO NOW!
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Me: F U C K YOU!
I HATE MY DEPRESSION SO MUCH!
I WANT IT TO GO AWAY!
GET AWAY FROM ME! NOBODY LIKES YOU!
Depression: .... But i-
Me: GO NOW!
Depression: No. See More
Me: F U C K YOU!
on March 25, 2018
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on March 25, 2018
*silent and alone*
*rolls around*
*makes angry baby noises*
*throws a fit*
*gets tired*
*sleeps*
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*draws and stays awake*
*try to text my friends* *no response*
*sighs and cries myself to sleep*
*sleep*
*depressed*
*rolls around*
*makes angry baby noises*
*throws a fit*
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*try to text my friends* *no response*
*sighs and cries myself to sleep*
*sleep*
*depressed*
on March 25, 2018
Um...
How the hell I get Qfeaster of the day?
How the hell I get Qfeaster of the day?
on March 24, 2018
FUN FACT
Arctic has a severe stomach disease. If she either tried to throw up or suffer for too much shaking, that's her stomach. Plus she drink a special kind of medicine to keep her alive. So I know Arctic is badáss, but she might die one day of that disease.
BUT SHE AINT GONNA DIE YET BECAUSE I LOVE THAT SON OF A GUN! ????????????????
Arctic has a severe stomach disease. If she either tried to throw up or suffer for too much shaking, that's her stomach. Plus she drink a special kind of medicine to keep her alive. So I know Arctic is badáss, but she might die one day of that disease.
BUT SHE AINT GONNA DIE YET BECAUSE I LOVE THAT SON OF A GUN! ????????????????
on March 24, 2018
Arctic: *types the map of America*
Seg bot: What are you..?
Arctic: Shhhhh! *clicks picture* .... I am confusion. Thiz one is called Kanzas. But why not this one Ar Kanzas? AMERICA EXPLAIN! WHAT DO YOU MEAN ARKANZAS?!?! *speaks Russian* АМЕРИКА ПОЧЕМУ ВЫ ТАКИМ СТУПИДНЫМ ?! ЧЕРТ!
Seg bot: What are you..?
Arctic: Shhhhh! *clicks picture* .... I am confusion. Thiz one is called Kanzas. But why not this one Ar Kanzas? AMERICA EXPLAIN! WHAT DO YOU MEAN ARKANZAS?!?! *speaks Russian* АМЕРИКА ПОЧЕМУ ВЫ ТАКИМ СТУПИДНЫМ ?! ЧЕРТ!
on March 24, 2018
So...
One on my friends gave me a chibi drawing book...
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IMMA GO DRAW CHIBIS NOW!
One on my friends gave me a chibi drawing book...
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IMMA GO DRAW CHIBIS NOW!
on March 22, 2018
*sits in a corner talking to myself* Why... Why do I love him... He is so dreamy... I just can't... I just... No... You don't need him. You'll don't even need a guy in your life... You have somebody. Someone special, cute, and really pretty. But... That boy... ..... No! Never! *silent* I need help...
on March 21, 2018
That moment you have a good drawing idea but you forgot it instantly.
That moment when you have a good drawing idea but when you draw it, it comes horrible.
That moment when you have a mechanical pencil but I dont have no led.
That moment when you want to talk to your crush but you chicken out.
That moment when you wear earphones but your bff is talking about something.
That moment when you have a good drawing idea but when you draw it, it comes horrible.
That moment when you have a mechanical pencil but I dont have no led.
That moment when you want to talk to your crush but you chicken out.
That moment when you wear earphones but your bff is talking about something.
on March 20, 2018
Alex: *is beaten up very badly*
???: *looks at him* COME ON. I THOUGHT YOU WERE TOUGH!
Alex: I.... *breaths heavily*
???: *kicks him again and picks him up* COME ON! *slams him*
Alex: *coughs out blood*
???: *laughs* YOURE WEAK. JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER.
Alex: *gets up* ...... See More
???: *smiles*
Alex: *looks at him and hears a voice* ( YOURE WEAK. YOULL NEVER BECOME KING. NEVER. YOU HAVE TO UNLEASH IT. UNLEASH IT NOW. )
???: *tries to punch him*
Alex: *grabs his fist* ..... *chuckles*
???: ..?
Alex: *raises his head and laughs*
???: ?!
Alex: *punches him and keeps laughing*
???: ( What is this energy.? )
Alex: *comes close and turning into his true form*
???: ( I'm screwed... )
Alex: *grabs him and rips him apart, literally* ....... *smiles* Ha ha ha... *turns normal*
???: *looks at him* COME ON. I THOUGHT YOU WERE TOUGH!
Alex: I.... *breaths heavily*
???: *kicks him again and picks him up* COME ON! *slams him*
Alex: *coughs out blood*
???: *laughs* YOURE WEAK. JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER.
Alex: *gets up* ...... See More
???: *smiles*
Alex: *looks at him and hears a voice* ( YOURE WEAK. YOULL NEVER BECOME KING. NEVER. YOU HAVE TO UNLEASH IT. UNLEASH IT NOW. )
???: *tries to punch him*
Alex: *grabs his fist* ..... *chuckles*
???: ..?
Alex: *raises his head and laughs*
???: ?!
Alex: *punches him and keeps laughing*
???: ( What is this energy.? )
Alex: *comes close and turning into his true form*
???: ( I'm screwed... )
Alex: *grabs him and rips him apart, literally* ....... *smiles* Ha ha ha... *turns normal*
on March 20, 2018
Hmmm... Let see...
Tomorrow we going to be in home room all day because of ACT.
So... I'm going to bring uno cards. Some snacks and a drink. Okay.
And its going to storm today... Great.
Tomorrow we going to be in home room all day because of ACT.
So... I'm going to bring uno cards. Some snacks and a drink. Okay.
And its going to storm today... Great.
on March 19, 2018
I want to upload a pretty pic of William and Dexter.
bUT THIS F*CKING TABLET WONT LET ME!!!
bUT THIS F*CKING TABLET WONT LET ME!!!
on March 19, 2018
*flops into mi profile*
It no school today.
*stays in profile*
It no school today.
*stays in profile*
on March 19, 2018