debating on if is hould wear makeup when i fight her kevin lookin ass again
on May 19, 2023
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Everybody loves to say Im crazy
But I know they love it when I misbehave
They say silly things like Ma'am you're manic See More
Bitch Im certifiably insane
I've got you fooled by a pretty face
The jokes on you
I've got my ace
Tell me now how does your medicine taste
I'm sick of living in this hell
Where those who speak their mind
Are either crucified or censored because
They just love to run our lives
This system is designed for us to die or fall in line
So when someone doesn't do it
They try to kill off all her kind
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Monsters don't live under my bed
The creatures that lurk inside my head
They feed off of me till I'm braindead
But I'm pretty numb so its painless baby
I was born again without you
From inside the flames I rise
I am the beauty within the pain
And you were just a lie
Won't apologize when I make you cry
Won't reminisce on the good times
I'm done with wishing on a well that's mother f*cking dry
When I showed myself around this hell
I swear to God it felt like home
So I found lost souls like me to let them know I'm not alone
To be honest I don't even know who I am or where I'm going
So Im done I'm done
Im disconnected
This mind of mine leaves the wrong impression
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Monsters don't live under my bed
The creatures that lurk inside my head
They feed off of me till I'm braindead
But Im pretty numb so its painless baby
I'm not sorry I'm a bit psychotic
It's the voices in my head
Telling me that all my enemies
Should be f*cking dead
And it's not a threat
No its a promise
I'll leave you speechless and astonished
These bitches love to judge me
They just hate me cause Im honest
Im the most marvelous murderous monster
That you'll ever get to meet
And you can see it for yourself
While all the blood drips from me teeth
I ate my "IT" and then became it
I'm living reck-less and feeling shameless
No master here to hold me back
Im free to let this beast attack
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Monsters don't live under my bed
The creatures that lurk inside my head
They feed off of me till I'm braindead
But Im pretty numb so its painless baby
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Everybody loves to say Im crazy
But I know they love it when I misbehave
They say silly things like Ma'am you're manic See More
Bitch Im certifiably insane
I've got you fooled by a pretty face
The jokes on you
I've got my ace
Tell me now how does your medicine taste
I'm sick of living in this hell
Where those who speak their mind
Are either crucified or censored because
They just love to run our lives
This system is designed for us to die or fall in line
So when someone doesn't do it
They try to kill off all her kind
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Monsters don't live under my bed
The creatures that lurk inside my head
They feed off of me till I'm braindead
But I'm pretty numb so its painless baby
I was born again without you
From inside the flames I rise
I am the beauty within the pain
And you were just a lie
Won't apologize when I make you cry
Won't reminisce on the good times
I'm done with wishing on a well that's mother f*cking dry
When I showed myself around this hell
I swear to God it felt like home
So I found lost souls like me to let them know I'm not alone
To be honest I don't even know who I am or where I'm going
So Im done I'm done
Im disconnected
This mind of mine leaves the wrong impression
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Monsters don't live under my bed
The creatures that lurk inside my head
They feed off of me till I'm braindead
But Im pretty numb so its painless baby
I'm not sorry I'm a bit psychotic
It's the voices in my head
Telling me that all my enemies
Should be f*cking dead
And it's not a threat
No its a promise
I'll leave you speechless and astonished
These bitches love to judge me
They just hate me cause Im honest
Im the most marvelous murderous monster
That you'll ever get to meet
And you can see it for yourself
While all the blood drips from me teeth
I ate my "IT" and then became it
I'm living reck-less and feeling shameless
No master here to hold me back
Im free to let this beast attack
Misfits and freaks gather round friends
Come here with me and pretend
Just for tonight we'll take off our disguise
And remember this day for the rest of our lives
Monsters don't live under my bed
The creatures that lurk inside my head
They feed off of me till I'm braindead
But Im pretty numb so its painless baby
on May 19, 2023
back from the dead they sent me to school today time to fight someone else
on May 19, 2023
on May 19, 2023
Feeling used, but I'm
Still missing you, and I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why it
Hurts me every time I see you See More
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
F*cked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I "nevermind" that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh, oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me, you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you f*ckin' did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your f*ckin' fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all f*ckin' mixed
Always missin' people that I shouldn't be missin'
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscin'
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone, I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone, I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
Still missing you, and I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why it
Hurts me every time I see you See More
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
F*cked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I "nevermind" that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh, oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know
If you wanted me, you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you f*ckin' did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your f*ckin' fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all f*ckin' mixed
Always missin' people that I shouldn't be missin'
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscin'
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone, I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care, you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone, I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
on May 18, 2023
Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose, you can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding
But nothin' ever stops you leaving
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that See More
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Don't you know too much already?
♪
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend, but keep me closer
(Call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I've learned to lose, you can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding
But nothin' ever stops you leaving
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that See More
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Don't you know too much already?
♪
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend, but keep me closer
(Call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
on May 18, 2023
bro little do they know as soon as i go back to school im kicking her ass again
on May 18, 2023
lowkey my friends have ruined me... like ive never been this ruined bye dumb ass's they can go f*ck em selves nasty ass whore ass bitches
on May 18, 2023
Laying in the silence
Waiting for the sirens
Signs, any signs I'm alive still
I don't wanna lose it
But I'm not getting through this
Hey, should I pray?
Should I pray? Yeah See More
To myself
To a God? To a saviour who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Underneath our bad blood
We've still got a sanctum, home
Still a home, still a home
It's not too late to build it back
'Cause a one-in-a-million chance
Is still a chance, still a chance
And I would take those odds
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
You can say what you like 'cause see, I would die for you
I'm down on my knees and I need you to be my God
Be my help, be a saviour who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these reckless words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Waiting for the sirens
Signs, any signs I'm alive still
I don't wanna lose it
But I'm not getting through this
Hey, should I pray?
Should I pray? Yeah See More
To myself
To a God? To a saviour who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Underneath our bad blood
We've still got a sanctum, home
Still a home, still a home
It's not too late to build it back
'Cause a one-in-a-million chance
Is still a chance, still a chance
And I would take those odds
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
You can say what you like 'cause see, I would die for you
I'm down on my knees and I need you to be my God
Be my help, be a saviour who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these reckless words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions
I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out
on May 18, 2023
I look up from the ground to see your sad and teary eyes
You look away from me, and I see there's something you're trying to hide, and I
Reach for your hand but it's cold, you pull away again
And I wonder what's on your mind
And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
You start to tremble, and your voice begins to break, you say
The cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's, they were my mate's See More
And I feel the color draining from my face
And my friend said
"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be alright"
So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
And I know it wasn't right, but it was f*cking with my head
And everything deleted like the past, yeah, it was gone
And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on
But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday
It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
But I just want to stay
And my friend said
"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go"
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find
I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
You look away from me, and I see there's something you're trying to hide, and I
Reach for your hand but it's cold, you pull away again
And I wonder what's on your mind
And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
You start to tremble, and your voice begins to break, you say
The cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's, they were my mate's See More
And I feel the color draining from my face
And my friend said
"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be alright"
So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
And I know it wasn't right, but it was f*cking with my head
And everything deleted like the past, yeah, it was gone
And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on
But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday
It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
But I just want to stay
And my friend said
"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go"
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find
I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
on May 18, 2023
