I HEAR THINGS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE
OMFG
IM SCARED
MUM HUG ME
*starts panicking*
OMFG
IM SCARED
MUM HUG ME
*starts panicking*
on March 07, 2016
*sees a photo that would like to star*
*sees that I can comment*
*comments and gets a response*
*stars*
( I'm so scared when starring photos XD )
*sees that I can comment*
*comments and gets a response*
*stars*
( I'm so scared when starring photos XD )
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
...
@ShyFangirl
I has a question for ya...
should I make "Ask/Dare The OCs in meetting the misits" page? XD
@ShyFangirl
I has a question for ya...
should I make "Ask/Dare The OCs in meetting the misits" page? XD
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
HEY
IM GONNA MAKE CALEB A VERY HATABLE PERSON
WOO
REVENGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
IM GONNA MAKE CALEB A VERY HATABLE PERSON
WOO
REVENGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
on March 07, 2016
HEY @ShyFangirl
GUESS WHO DYEING NEXT CHAPTER! ;D
GUESS WHO DYEING NEXT CHAPTER! ;D
on March 07, 2016
XD
*totes isn't gonna make Oliver a love interest now*
*and totes isn't gonna make the reader almost get killed by saving Oliver*
*totes isn't gonna make them dating*
*totes isn't gonna make Oliver a love interest now*
*and totes isn't gonna make the reader almost get killed by saving Oliver*
*totes isn't gonna make them dating*
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
XD
Can I kill off....ooooooh, the reader's brother then! :o
(oh wait
I haven't even covered that family...shit XD )
Can I kill off....ooooooh, the reader's brother then! :o
(oh wait
I haven't even covered that family...shit XD )
on March 07, 2016
...XD
You don't want anyone dyeing...?
Not even Oliver...?
Or Caleb...?
....your gonna end up hating Caleb one day XD *Has something very evil planned out* See More
@ShyFangirl
You don't want anyone dyeing...?
Not even Oliver...?
Or Caleb...?
....your gonna end up hating Caleb one day XD *Has something very evil planned out* See More
@ShyFangirl
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
Heyyyyyyyy.....
may I stalk ya...?
I'm only stalking...two people right now. (One way more then the otherCX)
may I stalk ya...?
I'm only stalking...two people right now. (One way more then the otherCX)
on March 07, 2016
Ah, I love making logic angry...
Logic: why would they know about them?
Me: Fuckk you logic! I'm doing it! I HAVE MY REASONS
Logic: UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Me: C; Fuckk ya. *puts middle fingers up and walks away*
Logic: why would they know about them?
Me: Fuckk you logic! I'm doing it! I HAVE MY REASONS
Logic: UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Me: C; Fuckk ya. *puts middle fingers up and walks away*
on March 07, 2016
sometimes I just wonder;
how many people look at my posts and smile at me wanting to die?
How many actually CARE?
How many strangers looked at me with disgust?
How many people I knew HATED me?
Would anyone even give a shit?
would anyone care? See More
In my thoughts, that "amazing" thing, suicide, crossed my mind.
then I thought;
what if its the only choice?
what if its the only way out?
what if I did it?
would anyone frown, cry, or hurt?
Would everyone smile, laugh, and be happy?
i thought...
and thought...
did everyone mean it when they said everyone hated me and i should just die...?
suddenly, i didn't want it to be true....i wanted it all to be lies...
but deep down...
i knew that they meant it.
how many people look at my posts and smile at me wanting to die?
How many actually CARE?
How many strangers looked at me with disgust?
How many people I knew HATED me?
Would anyone even give a shit?
would anyone care? See More
In my thoughts, that "amazing" thing, suicide, crossed my mind.
then I thought;
what if its the only choice?
what if its the only way out?
what if I did it?
would anyone frown, cry, or hurt?
Would everyone smile, laugh, and be happy?
i thought...
and thought...
did everyone mean it when they said everyone hated me and i should just die...?
suddenly, i didn't want it to be true....i wanted it all to be lies...
but deep down...
i knew that they meant it.
(Read First since Qfeast denies my full comment)
If I didn't care, I don't think I'd post anything here....
But I do, and want to help, so I'm here...
No one would be happy for you're disappearance...
I ask my self the same questions everyday, the third to the seventh line... Whether I'm hated....whether if it'd make a difference if I were gone...whether anyone See More would give any for my existence...I'm sure the ones I hurt in the past wouldn't mind..... I wonder whether anyone would care....
But then people, the good people here on Qfeast remind me that the world isn't all bad.
That in a world full of hate, war, poverty, disease, darkness, there is light. That if we are patient enough, we could find it.
If I didn't care, I don't think I'd post anything here....
But I do, and want to help, so I'm here...
No one would be happy for you're disappearance...
I ask my self the same questions everyday, the third to the seventh line... Whether I'm hated....whether if it'd make a difference if I were gone...whether anyone See More would give any for my existence...I'm sure the ones I hurt in the past wouldn't mind..... I wonder whether anyone would care....
But then people, the good people here on Qfeast remind me that the world isn't all bad.
That in a world full of hate, war, poverty, disease, darkness, there is light. That if we are patient enough, we could find it.
on March 07, 2016
I have to wonder who told you those things.....lines seventeen to the rest.... I know you tell yourself some of it....I've done so to myself in the past... though those who tell you those things are...simply put, are imbeciles. They don't know what real hell is like.....the very thing they put you through everyday. They are weak compared to you, you endure the See More storm, shield against their attacks, and let off steam here. You're better than them, just believe the the you who believes in you. You're a human, not some small game piece, not some insignificant NPC in a game, you're a human! You can plow the way for the future while these 'people' sit in the past bewildering you with insults. You're a human, a sentient being with feelings, emotions, hopes and dreams! You can achieve anything you set your mind to! You're human, never forget that.
on March 07, 2016
You're Human, we're all human, but as you have seen, we are not treated the same... We all make mistakes in our hundred year or less life spans, some more than others.... Those who give you Hell made their mistakes the moment they shelled you with insults, with lies, with wants that would never come true. I suppose my mistake was the paragraph of ramblings.....sorry See More for that. I hope you read this and understand that I care, and hope to see you live on, within Qfeast, and within life. I guess this is the ending of this rambling... For a Better tomorrow as we say on Blockheart, a minecraft server I play on.
Thanks for reading.
~Ty
Thanks for reading.
~Ty
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
"Go kill yourself"
"You were a mistake"
"Your nothing."
"Your a bitch"
"go die"
"nobody likes you; go kill yourself"
"..." I nodded, staring off into the distance.
"You were a mistake"
"Your nothing."
"Your a bitch"
"go die"
"nobody likes you; go kill yourself"
"..." I nodded, staring off into the distance.
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
-
I waited. I want reassurance.
but I knew I wouldn't get any.
then, I started thinking...
why the hell should I? nobody cares anyway. I'm useless, worthless, stupid....why the hell would someone care for a nobody like me?
To me, it didn't make sense. I didn't understand why anyone would care...I continued thinking...
How would people react if I did die...? Laugh? Smile? Talk bad about me? yeah, I bet. See More
that made sense to me. I would bet money on that.
But, people caring? nah.
I was fragile but so many people dropped me; even if they fuckking knew that I was fragile.
and all that dropping...
it had an EFFECT.
It made me feel like nothing, an idiot, a bitch, fat...hell...
..
I waited. I want reassurance.
but I knew I wouldn't get any.
then, I started thinking...
why the hell should I? nobody cares anyway. I'm useless, worthless, stupid....why the hell would someone care for a nobody like me?
To me, it didn't make sense. I didn't understand why anyone would care...I continued thinking...
How would people react if I did die...? Laugh? Smile? Talk bad about me? yeah, I bet. See More
that made sense to me. I would bet money on that.
But, people caring? nah.
I was fragile but so many people dropped me; even if they fuckking knew that I was fragile.
and all that dropping...
it had an EFFECT.
It made me feel like nothing, an idiot, a bitch, fat...hell...
..
on March 07, 2016
Your nothing like that your amazing, strong, special, and awesome. Your one of kind and a friend I'm glad to have. *hugs*
on March 07, 2016
on March 07, 2016
-when I die-
Parents: one less mouth to feed.
Brothers: never liked her anyways.
School: oh, that fat whore? yeah, were better off without her.
Society: she was a disgrace anyways.
Earth: yay, she's gone. she was an idiot!
My friends: at least we don't have to act like we like her anymore. See More
Everyone: oh, her? yeah, we never cared. she was a disgrace anyways.
Parents: one less mouth to feed.
Brothers: never liked her anyways.
School: oh, that fat whore? yeah, were better off without her.
Society: she was a disgrace anyways.
Earth: yay, she's gone. she was an idiot!
My friends: at least we don't have to act like we like her anymore. See More
Everyone: oh, her? yeah, we never cared. she was a disgrace anyways.
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