conversation i just had with my dad
dad: look it's Hailey's comet *made it with a yoyo*
me: i know nothing about stars
dad: it's not a star it's a comet
me: see?
dad: look it's Hailey's comet *made it with a yoyo*
me: i know nothing about stars
dad: it's not a star it's a comet
me: see?
on October 30, 2021
on October 30, 2021
on October 30, 2021
on October 28, 2021
that moment you win an argument against your parents but they deny it and change the topic
on October 27, 2021
*forgets it the spicy pringle and full on shoves it in mouth with nothing to drink*
5 miliseconds later
"IT HURST AHHH IT BURNS HELP NOT EATI THEM"
5 miliseconds later
"IT HURST AHHH IT BURNS HELP NOT EATI THEM"
on October 27, 2021
i fvcking hate my father
on October 26, 2021
does anyone know a way for a bedrock and java minecraft player to play together
on October 26, 2021
on October 26, 2021
so uh im just ognna overshare/vent
OH AND TW FOR S/H, @BUSE, TH3RAPY, S1ICIDAL BEHAVIOR AND E@TING
message i sent to my friend yesterday:
"I'm sick. I woke up early. School. Its 845am and I have gym at 905am. The wRmups sick. Our school nurse is creepy. Overthinking. Unhealthy life style that I can't change. Probably being emotionally abused by my own family. Wanting to fcking die but can't tell anyone about it and therapists lost my trust. Self tucking harm that I've given See More up trying to stop. Loss of appetite. Getting judged. Feeling weak. Life.
Oh let's not forget almost crying but literally can't cry because if you do people will see you weaker than you already are so learning to bottle emotions and lock the. Bottle"
and apparently that's not normal but it's what i've been taught by literally everyone including my friends??
OH AND TW FOR S/H, @BUSE, TH3RAPY, S1ICIDAL BEHAVIOR AND E@TING
message i sent to my friend yesterday:
"I'm sick. I woke up early. School. Its 845am and I have gym at 905am. The wRmups sick. Our school nurse is creepy. Overthinking. Unhealthy life style that I can't change. Probably being emotionally abused by my own family. Wanting to fcking die but can't tell anyone about it and therapists lost my trust. Self tucking harm that I've given See More up trying to stop. Loss of appetite. Getting judged. Feeling weak. Life.
Oh let's not forget almost crying but literally can't cry because if you do people will see you weaker than you already are so learning to bottle emotions and lock the. Bottle"
and apparently that's not normal but it's what i've been taught by literally everyone including my friends??
For example, if you think "I'm such an idiot" replace it with "I sometimes act stupid, but I'm really not" or "I'm smart"
Over time it will become a habit, and it can help you be more positive about, well, everything. And that in turn will be an extra layer of protection in the long run.
Don't let many thoughts slip put. If you find a negative one, shut it down, See More replace it. Don't think about it again if you can help it.
If you need help, or someone to talk to, or advice pm me. If something didn't help talk to me and I'll try to give you more advice
I hope you feel better soon, your a great friend!
3/3
Over time it will become a habit, and it can help you be more positive about, well, everything. And that in turn will be an extra layer of protection in the long run.
Don't let many thoughts slip put. If you find a negative one, shut it down, See More replace it. Don't think about it again if you can help it.
If you need help, or someone to talk to, or advice pm me. If something didn't help talk to me and I'll try to give you more advice
I hope you feel better soon, your a great friend!
3/3
on October 26, 2021
A) painting and drawing. They don't have to be skilled drawings, a bunch of scribbles can work. But just draw your feelings, your emotions, the demons inside.
B) writing- have like a private notebook you can use to write your problems away. Tell it all your secrets, fears, pains, and what caused them. Like a diary but for issues.
And another cool thing is if See More you have a piece of paper and you fill it with worries then rip up the paper or trash it it can help make you feel better
6. Toxic friends are a no go. They are everywhere, they get attracted to you, but if you see them being toxic try to leave or talk to them about it. If you cant leave distance yourself. They will only bring you down
7. I suggest doing this, it works. When you think in your mind, consciencly look for negative thoughts. If you find one, stop yourself and replace it with a positive one. Regardless if you believe it's true or not. Try to do this everytime you have a negative thought about yourself or your life.
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B) writing- have like a private notebook you can use to write your problems away. Tell it all your secrets, fears, pains, and what caused them. Like a diary but for issues.
And another cool thing is if See More you have a piece of paper and you fill it with worries then rip up the paper or trash it it can help make you feel better
6. Toxic friends are a no go. They are everywhere, they get attracted to you, but if you see them being toxic try to leave or talk to them about it. If you cant leave distance yourself. They will only bring you down
7. I suggest doing this, it works. When you think in your mind, consciencly look for negative thoughts. If you find one, stop yourself and replace it with a positive one. Regardless if you believe it's true or not. Try to do this everytime you have a negative thought about yourself or your life.
2/3
on October 26, 2021
I have some advice qwq
1. Try to get enough sleep. It can help with mental issues and productivity and makes you feel better
2. Try to get help, tell people about your family. I know it'll be hard, and you won't want to, but find someone you really trust who is an adult.
3. For loss of appetite Try to add in a bit more food every day into your meals. It can make See More all the difference. It doesn't have to be much, but as long as you add more in steadily it will work
4. Everyone judges you, that's a fact. And everyone has their weaknesses. And thus will sound stereotypical but don't think about what others think of you. Imagine what they will be in 50, 60 years looking back on their lives. They will probably regret the decisions they have done to judge others.
5. Locking up emotions can end up destroying them, and I can see that you don't really have a good vent source, so here's a few techniques I used that can help with bottled emotions-
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1. Try to get enough sleep. It can help with mental issues and productivity and makes you feel better
2. Try to get help, tell people about your family. I know it'll be hard, and you won't want to, but find someone you really trust who is an adult.
3. For loss of appetite Try to add in a bit more food every day into your meals. It can make See More all the difference. It doesn't have to be much, but as long as you add more in steadily it will work
4. Everyone judges you, that's a fact. And everyone has their weaknesses. And thus will sound stereotypical but don't think about what others think of you. Imagine what they will be in 50, 60 years looking back on their lives. They will probably regret the decisions they have done to judge others.
5. Locking up emotions can end up destroying them, and I can see that you don't really have a good vent source, so here's a few techniques I used that can help with bottled emotions-
1/3
on October 26, 2021
on October 26, 2021
on October 26, 2021
so my school switched out any days like before break and stuff from not having school to having school remote/online-
yes, i like online school. But what I like even better? no school
yes, i like online school. But what I like even better? no school
Agreed, but I do prefer in person school more cause I hate my working environment from home
on October 26, 2021
on October 26, 2021
Begel — Today at 9:43 PM
pf
so you know how on friday it wa raining in the morning
and people usually wear coats and hoods to block the rain
and we have to walk sometimes a certain distance to get to our bus stop
and sometimes the bus stop doesn't have shelter?
and walking in the rain gets someone sick? See More
so my dumb @ss won't be coming to school tomorrow
nervous laughter
pf
so you know how on friday it wa raining in the morning
and people usually wear coats and hoods to block the rain
and we have to walk sometimes a certain distance to get to our bus stop
and sometimes the bus stop doesn't have shelter?
and walking in the rain gets someone sick? See More
so my dumb @ss won't be coming to school tomorrow
nervous laughter
on October 26, 2021
as much as i love staying home from school, i dread of being sick
on October 26, 2021
BEGEL CULT ANYONE
(not an actual cult ykyk)
(not an actual cult ykyk)
on October 26, 2021
on October 26, 2021