I'll do it
No one can stop me
No matter how much anyone pleads I'm still going to do it
I'm not backing out this time like the coward I normally am
Not this time.
No one can stop me
No matter how much anyone pleads I'm still going to do it
I'm not backing out this time like the coward I normally am
Not this time.
I know I'll never be able to stop you, but just know that moment you break your skin purposely, I will look for something sharp and I will do it(again)too. I don't want you alone in this.
The only reason you had backed down those first few times is because you're strong. Remember that, okay?
The only reason you had backed down those first few times is because you're strong. Remember that, okay?
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
I wish I had that razor my crush took from me.
It's good she took it. Nothing will come from cutting.
Trust me, I know.
It will only bring physical pain.
Trust me, I know.
It will only bring physical pain.
on June 10, 2016
I want to help, and I know I'm practically useless in situations like these, but I'm trying, okay? I'm trying my hardest not to give up. It's so hard, okay? And I care for you SO much. So you saying that does not help at all.
And please don't think people are out to get you. People slip up, say things they don't mean to, say things they don't mean. But it doesn't See More mean that what they say has to dictate your life. It doesn't at all.
And please don't think people are out to get you. People slip up, say things they don't mean to, say things they don't mean. But it doesn't See More mean that what they say has to dictate your life. It doesn't at all.
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
Tbh I wish I was dead at times like these
I WAS having a good day today before one of my friends brought up my 'situation'
Everyone's out to get me huh?
Well guess what
You won't be out to get me long.
I WAS having a good day today before one of my friends brought up my 'situation'
Everyone's out to get me huh?
Well guess what
You won't be out to get me long.
Well, that doesn't matter right now. It's none of my business and I shouldn't be nosy. But what is my business is this suicidal talking. Do you know how much that scares me? How much it scares your friends? Please, we just want you happy, and I know it's hard, but you have to keep on living..
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
Hah
Haha
Hahaha
I honESTLY DONT GET WHY PEOPLE CARE ANYMORE
IM JUST A USELESS SACK OF SHIT WHO CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT
WHY DO PEOPLE EVEN CARE ABOUT ME
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IF I DISCRAGE EVERONE THAT MUCH THEN YOU HAVE A CHOICE NOT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME
JUST FÙCKING SAY IT AND ILL BE FINE
I DONT HAVE TO DRAG YOU DOWN ANYMORE
I DONT HAVE TO BE A PAIN IN THE ASS TO ANYONE ANYMORE
I DONT GET WHY ANyone cares anymore...
Haha
Hahaha
I honESTLY DONT GET WHY PEOPLE CARE ANYMORE
IM JUST A USELESS SACK OF SHIT WHO CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT
WHY DO PEOPLE EVEN CARE ABOUT ME
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IF I DISCRAGE EVERONE THAT MUCH THEN YOU HAVE A CHOICE NOT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME
JUST FÙCKING SAY IT AND ILL BE FINE
I DONT HAVE TO DRAG YOU DOWN ANYMORE
I DONT HAVE TO BE A PAIN IN THE ASS TO ANYONE ANYMORE
I DONT GET WHY ANyone cares anymore...
Robyn is right. You mean a lot to so many people, and without you, some of them may not even be alive anymore.
You've impacted people, believe me.
You've impacted people, believe me.
on June 10, 2016
We care because you mean something to us. You aren't useless, you aren't worthless. If you tell yourself those things, then that's what you think you are. But you aren't. You're a friend to many and you shouldn't be feeling like this.. You're not a pain in the ass either. Trust me.
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
Heyyy
I'm glad you're back!
I'm glad you're back!
If you were trying to message me on hangouts, my apologies. I haven't had my iPad all day bc I was out with my grandparents
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
Damn
I gtg for a bit
I'll see you all later!!
I gtg for a bit
I'll see you all later!!
on June 09, 2016
Woah ok
Morning everyone
I'm rlly happy today for some reason????
Morning everyone
I'm rlly happy today for some reason????
That's good! Welcome back btw
I still gotta lend ya Crookedstar's Promise bc I got Yellowfang's Secret
I still gotta lend ya Crookedstar's Promise bc I got Yellowfang's Secret
on June 10, 2016
I'm very glad to be happy as well
Today hopefully will be a good day
Since I woke up at like 1:50 XD
Today hopefully will be a good day
Since I woke up at like 1:50 XD
on June 09, 2016
on June 09, 2016
I'm very glad to be home again and not still in DC
Honestly the trip was terrible.
But I'm home now and I'll finally shut up like mos of you want me to.
Anyway night.
Honestly the trip was terrible.
But I'm home now and I'll finally shut up like mos of you want me to.
Anyway night.
on June 09, 2016
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Ok y'know what
I really do deserve to die
For one
I'm a HORRIBLE friend and crush
Fùck I even disappoint my own crush
They deserve better than me and I'm literally just pathetic and useless
I can't do anything right first of all,
I'm not important
Nor will I ever be and no one can change that otherwise because no one can change facts
I seriously can't do anything,
I'm blamed for most things and I keep getting blamed
Everything's constantly my fault and they're right to blame me
They have the right to
To all of my friends:
I don't get why you waste your time with me, I'm a waste of space and a waste of time
I'm absolutely useless and everyone and everything would be better off without my pitiful existence
Everything I do is wrong
And my existence means nothing to anyone and I'm glad they don't acknowledge me
I don't deserve to be acknowledged at all
I don't deserve anything good in life so why bother living if your just going to suffer your whole life?
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Ok y'know what
I really do deserve to die
For one
I'm a HORRIBLE friend and crush
Fùck I even disappoint my own crush
They deserve better than me and I'm literally just pathetic and useless
I can't do anything right first of all,
I'm not important
Nor will I ever be and no one can change that otherwise because no one can change facts
I seriously can't do anything,
I'm blamed for most things and I keep getting blamed
Everything's constantly my fault and they're right to blame me
They have the right to
To all of my friends:
I don't get why you waste your time with me, I'm a waste of space and a waste of time
I'm absolutely useless and everyone and everything would be better off without my pitiful existence
Everything I do is wrong
And my existence means nothing to anyone and I'm glad they don't acknowledge me
I don't deserve to be acknowledged at all
I don't deserve anything good in life so why bother living if your just going to suffer your whole life?
*hugs*
do not say such horrible things just cause everything is bad now does not mean it will be bad in the future!
you have people who care about you! even if you think they don't they do! don't just give up like that! You can change your life!
do not say such horrible things just cause everything is bad now does not mean it will be bad in the future!
you have people who care about you! even if you think they don't they do! don't just give up like that! You can change your life!
on June 09, 2016
Ashton's right. You may not realize it now, but things will indeed get better. And there's nothing funny about the truth that we're telling you. We care for you, and I'm sure that your friends would never forgive themselves if you were to die. We love you.
on June 09, 2016
on June 09, 2016
Hey
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I'm gonna do it and no ones gonna stop me.
If I can't find something sharp,I'll make something sharp
I wish I never came to DC bc this makes me want to cut/and or kill myself more than been back in Carrollton
No ones going to talk me out of this tonight.
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I'm gonna do it and no ones gonna stop me.
If I can't find something sharp,I'll make something sharp
I wish I never came to DC bc this makes me want to cut/and or kill myself more than been back in Carrollton
No ones going to talk me out of this tonight.
I swear
If you do it I will do it too
You shouldn't do it though, please. I don't want you to put yourself through more pain. Cutting will only worsen the pain.
If you do it I will do it too
You shouldn't do it though, please. I don't want you to put yourself through more pain. Cutting will only worsen the pain.
on June 07, 2016
Please.. Please don't do this. I may be too late, but please don't do this. Your life means so much more to your friends and family than you think. You're worth more to people around you than you think. Don't do it, please. You're scaring me... You may think just because this situation is horrible right now, that it's okay to harm yourself, to kill yourself. See More Let me tell you, you're limiting yourself. Don't give in to the temptation, you can be strong than this. We know you can.
on June 07, 2016
on June 07, 2016
on June 07, 2016
I'm buying WolfQuest soon so we can play together if that makes you feel better ;;
I'm absolutely sure
The only thing that'll make me happy is getting out of DC and this hotel
The only thing that'll make me happy is getting out of DC and this hotel
on June 08, 2016
I'm sure
It's not your fault
It's not anyone's fault
I also don't have my comp with me so I can't play
It's not your fault
It's not anyone's fault
I also don't have my comp with me so I can't play
on June 07, 2016
on June 06, 2016
Welp just finished sobbing
I'm way too pathetic haha
I'm absolutely useless
As a friend and a daughter
I can't make anyone smile cause I'm a sad sack of shit
And to everyone who's friends with me:
I don't get why bc I'm just a waste of your time See More
You deserve better than me as a friend
I'm just a nothing that makes excuses for everything and I'm worthless
Yeah let me shut up
I'm way too pathetic haha
I'm absolutely useless
As a friend and a daughter
I can't make anyone smile cause I'm a sad sack of shit
And to everyone who's friends with me:
I don't get why bc I'm just a waste of your time See More
You deserve better than me as a friend
I'm just a nothing that makes excuses for everything and I'm worthless
Yeah let me shut up
You're not a waste of time, you're not useless. You're one of the greatest friends I can have. You're not worthless, so stop lying to yourself, please. You'll onl believe the lies to more you tell yourself these things. Not everyone can make everyone happy, not everyone can make everyone smile. You make me happy, you make me smile, I know you make Robyn happy, See More you make Cherry happy. That's three people who you can make happy. Just because you can't make someone smile once, doesn't mean you don't make them happy. Also, sobbing doesn't ever mean you're pathetic, weak, worthless, etc. it means that you've been strong, and you just need a break from being that strong.
You're not a nothing, no one is. Everyone makes excuses, and nobody is worthless.
You're not a nothing, no one is. Everyone makes excuses, and nobody is worthless.
on June 07, 2016
Nono! You're great! You make me smile all time, even when you aren't around. Please don't feel like this! You're the best I've ever had..
on June 06, 2016
on June 06, 2016
Ok I'm gonna go
Bc I seriously can't do this anymore
Just
Ughhhh I hate people these days.
Night.
Bc I seriously can't do this anymore
Just
Ughhhh I hate people these days.
Night.
on June 06, 2016
Basically DC was a waste of money
Literally the hotel is terrible
There's construction going on right above us
And seriously like
There's no food at all
And the soda machine is upstairs on the floor they're renovating
I honestly wish I never came on this trip.
Literally the hotel is terrible
There's construction going on right above us
And seriously like
There's no food at all
And the soda machine is upstairs on the floor they're renovating
I honestly wish I never came on this trip.
on June 06, 2016