BlueTheQuizWhiz97 - Page 9

That moment when your exhausted because you couldn't sleep in because your brain is wired to your school schedule but you didn't even start school yet

Rant/vent

God
I don't understand people
Why do all my ex friends/ex partners always miss me and want me back when THEY screwed up the relationship.
ESPECIALLY when they screwed it up.
It actually annoys me, because they chose to hurt me yet they stalk my social medias and make vent posts and shit about "I loved them so much but now I lost them forever" like no shit Sherlock, I gave you a chance to redeem yourself and you spat in my face of course you lost me forever.
And the See More stupidest shit is that they just won't. Let. Go.
They want me back, they watch me from a distance then ask me back usually saying things like "I'm so sorry you were the best person ever can we get together again?" Like no. I'm done. I may have fallen for that in the past, but I'm changing. I'm not going to do this anymore. I'm done taking shit from people who I know will hurt me again and again if I don't put my foot down.

I give people two chances for trust in life.
One before we meet. I watch you and see if your a good person or if we have similar hobbies and shit.
And two. Once we become friends and hang out.
If you fuckk up the first one no fault, ill just avoid you.
The second one, however, will make me never trust you again.
We may be "friends" but I'll always be wary of you. I'll never truly open up again to you.
If you screw up, you screw up. And if you hurt me AGAIN after those 2 chances-
I'll hate you.

Man I'm slowly getting more medications ?
Bupropion = anti depressant
Cipro = for ears
Ranticide = antacid for anti depressant
Annnnd my pills i take whenever I accidentally eat too much wheat

I think a stranger butt called me

Bro
Some dude on the internet said cats can't get cancer
A 5 second Google search and i proved them wrong ?‍♂️

Men with eyeliner >>>>> me with eyeliner

Bro I've been getting so many views on my tiktok wall
Why-

Rock/dubstep with mentally ill lyrics being screamed by female singers>>>>> dealing with my mental illness in a normal way

My unlabelled ass be like:
"Okay women are hot I think I only like women"
"? BUT SOME MEN THO-"
"But women- men suck-"
"WHY DO I FIND THAT GUY HOT"
"Wtf am I bisexual"
"Maybe I am..? ?" See More
"Okay nonbinary/trans people are ?"
"But at the same time afab people superior-"
"BUT ABS-"
"Okay wtf all people are hot"
"But I like women more-"
"I'm not straight, and idk if I'm bi that don't really fit:
"QMQ I guess I'll just stay unlabeled forever"