Got no sleep again ?
Time to disappoint my parents with my report card ?
Time to disappoint my parents with my report card ?
Jaybird24
Here I come! *Jumps off the cliff*
on April 27, 2022
Rosie_rikku
If we go down we go down together?
on April 27, 2022
on April 27, 2022
I'm everyone's therapy
But what's mine, you might ask-
Well it's sleep and candy
And self talk
A LOT of self talk
And time
Shit ton of time- See More
Get a therapist kids it's easier
But what's mine, you might ask-
Well it's sleep and candy
And self talk
A LOT of self talk
And time
Shit ton of time- See More
Get a therapist kids it's easier
on April 27, 2022
This quiz needs a lot of work-
AreYou a Psychopath, a Sociopath, or somet...
Sociopath
a person with a psychopathic personality whose behavior is antisocial, often criminal, and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. So you are the Wrong Kind Of Crazy!
on April 26, 2022
(My mood in a nutshell rn)
"More Espresso less depresso"
I'm still depressed BUT NOW IM FASSTT :D
"More Espresso less depresso"
I'm still depressed BUT NOW IM FASSTT :D
on April 26, 2022
on April 26, 2022
It's 5:35 am right now and I really need to vent so...
Here it is I guess
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Report cards are coming in this Wednesday. I've looked at my grades, I'm failing half my classes. My dad said that if I failed I wouldn't be able to get a job this summer, and I won't be able to get a job out of summer either. He said if I failed, I would be grounded for a month in summer. I've been trying so hard, cramming and trying to fix my grades, but it's useless. I don't have enough time. I'm going to fuccking fail. All year I've been stressing about my grades being bad cause I wanted a job. Really badly wanted a job. And that stress over time ironically has made my grades shit. And now dad threw the grounding thing on us.
I'm done. Just done. These last few days things have been crashing down a lot harder and now I can't even sleep. I'm useless, I'm a failure, and I'm good for nothing. Nothing I say or do will change the outcome of this situation, and I feel worse and worse every day. I wish my dad could feel how I felt and know what it's like. But that won't happen. Because he won't listen anyways.
I just wish I could take a break. A vacation perhaps, from all this shit. Just leave one day and come back when I'm mentally prepared for this. I just want to be with rikku somewhere nice, where there's no drama, no pain or stress, and where I can make my own choices in life. That's all. And honestly, if I had a job, i would have achieved that dream a lot sooner then it's going to take now. But no. The stress of trying to be perfect in order to get a job in the first place is wearing me out and making the initial getting a job impossible. My dad is being unfair in this matter.
If I'm grounded I won't be able to come on here. If I'm grounded I won't be able to talk to friends to ask if we could hang out. If I'm grounded I'll be stressed, lonely, and sad. I'll lose you guys for a solid month, lose my one stress reliever too...
I don't know what I'm going to do all alone for a month. But it sure as hell won't be pretty.
Here it is I guess
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Report cards are coming in this Wednesday. I've looked at my grades, I'm failing half my classes. My dad said that if I failed I wouldn't be able to get a job this summer, and I won't be able to get a job out of summer either. He said if I failed, I would be grounded for a month in summer. I've been trying so hard, cramming and trying to fix my grades, but it's useless. I don't have enough time. I'm going to fuccking fail. All year I've been stressing about my grades being bad cause I wanted a job. Really badly wanted a job. And that stress over time ironically has made my grades shit. And now dad threw the grounding thing on us.
I'm done. Just done. These last few days things have been crashing down a lot harder and now I can't even sleep. I'm useless, I'm a failure, and I'm good for nothing. Nothing I say or do will change the outcome of this situation, and I feel worse and worse every day. I wish my dad could feel how I felt and know what it's like. But that won't happen. Because he won't listen anyways.
I just wish I could take a break. A vacation perhaps, from all this shit. Just leave one day and come back when I'm mentally prepared for this. I just want to be with rikku somewhere nice, where there's no drama, no pain or stress, and where I can make my own choices in life. That's all. And honestly, if I had a job, i would have achieved that dream a lot sooner then it's going to take now. But no. The stress of trying to be perfect in order to get a job in the first place is wearing me out and making the initial getting a job impossible. My dad is being unfair in this matter.
If I'm grounded I won't be able to come on here. If I'm grounded I won't be able to talk to friends to ask if we could hang out. If I'm grounded I'll be stressed, lonely, and sad. I'll lose you guys for a solid month, lose my one stress reliever too...
I don't know what I'm going to do all alone for a month. But it sure as hell won't be pretty.
I know I say this a lot, but, its gonna get better. I really don't want to loose you and I sure as hell want you to be happy. But you being lonely and sad and stressed, isn't good at all. I'm sorry I don't know what to say, but its gonna be okay *Strangles the heck out of you by hugging u*
on April 26, 2022
on April 26, 2022
My dad just gave ne some edibles-
Not a lot just a nibble
What a day
Not a lot just a nibble
What a day
on April 26, 2022
Hooooooo boyyyyyyyy
I'm sure hopped up on pain meds not meant for me
What's upppp?
I'm sure hopped up on pain meds not meant for me
What's upppp?
on April 26, 2022
on April 25, 2022
Oi
I see you-
Yeah you
Being gay like that.
Why didn't you invite me?
Rude-
I see you-
Yeah you
Being gay like that.
Why didn't you invite me?
Rude-
on April 25, 2022
Random fact about me:
If we're close to the physical affection level, whenever I'm bored I'll start poking you randomly
You have been warned-
If we're close to the physical affection level, whenever I'm bored I'll start poking you randomly
You have been warned-
on April 25, 2022
