on February 12
i think im falling for a friend-
help me-
im desperately trying to stop-
help me-
im desperately trying to stop-
on February 11
its snowing very little but aye snow
if it snows enough i really wanna make a snowman
if it snows enough i really wanna make a snowman
ur lucky around where i live it never snows unless its that cold and thats rare ToT
on February 11
on February 11
btw if i randomly stop responding its bc i almost got caught or im cleaning
on February 11
on n off
stealing my phone to be online but doing chores to get it back
stealing my phone to be online but doing chores to get it back
on February 11
on February 11
imma js head offline for the day
idk i feel like im not wanted rn soooo
imma js head offline and turn off notifications on here and on my phone
ill be back later on or smt
idk
idk i feel like im not wanted rn soooo
imma js head offline and turn off notifications on here and on my phone
ill be back later on or smt
idk
on February 11
AceyPuppy added a photo to the starred list
ik it looks the same but i got lazy and finished some details no one can see so my new pfp for now
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on February 11
just me ranting abt shit
tw?: internal homophobia and transphobia
the urge for me to just be normal
cause if i was and had never dated a biological girl maybe i wouldnt be like this now
my mom was perfectly fine when i dated boys when i was younger
but once i started likibg girls she made rules
maybe if i just stayed straight and never got curious i could be normal and have a normal relationship See More
and actually be liked at school and have more than 2 irl friends, on of them my ex
i just wish when i was younger i never got that crush on that on girl when i was in 2nd grade
maybe if i didnt search up what it meant to like a girl i would be normal
instead of me being like this
if i never thought i was bi in the 2nd grade i wouldnt be like this and i feel disgusted with myself most times due to me not being able to be normal
my brother is an ass to me cause i like girls and keeps making homophobic jokes in my face
so maybe if i just stay a female and like girls i can finally be normal
maybe when i move i can start using a bunch of makeup to look more feminine and start speaking more instead of being quiet
and never tell people what ive done so they cant use it against me when we dobt talk anymore
i just wish nothing changed when i was in 2nd grade cause if everything stayed the same i would still my my mum and dads little girl and my brother wouldnt find my presence annoying all the time
tw?: internal homophobia and transphobia
the urge for me to just be normal
cause if i was and had never dated a biological girl maybe i wouldnt be like this now
my mom was perfectly fine when i dated boys when i was younger
but once i started likibg girls she made rules
maybe if i just stayed straight and never got curious i could be normal and have a normal relationship See More
and actually be liked at school and have more than 2 irl friends, on of them my ex
i just wish when i was younger i never got that crush on that on girl when i was in 2nd grade
maybe if i didnt search up what it meant to like a girl i would be normal
instead of me being like this
if i never thought i was bi in the 2nd grade i wouldnt be like this and i feel disgusted with myself most times due to me not being able to be normal
my brother is an ass to me cause i like girls and keeps making homophobic jokes in my face
so maybe if i just stay a female and like girls i can finally be normal
maybe when i move i can start using a bunch of makeup to look more feminine and start speaking more instead of being quiet
and never tell people what ive done so they cant use it against me when we dobt talk anymore
i just wish nothing changed when i was in 2nd grade cause if everything stayed the same i would still my my mum and dads little girl and my brother wouldnt find my presence annoying all the time
on February 11
at this point im desperate to talk to someone physically
like over call/zoom/discord
can someone please do that with me bc i feel like im not real anymore-
like over call/zoom/discord
can someone please do that with me bc i feel like im not real anymore-
on February 11
AceyPuppy added a video to the starred list
Oh to be taken to such a lovely place...is such a dreammmm
🔊
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on February 10
i gtg for a while-
my mums making me do all this fvckibg cleanibg or else i get my phone taken-
so idk when ill be online again-
so ill see yall in a bit-
my mums making me do all this fvckibg cleanibg or else i get my phone taken-
so idk when ill be online again-
so ill see yall in a bit-
on February 10
i love how my mums abusive to not only me but my grandma whos mentally ill 😍😍😍
on February 10
on February 10