MysteriousLiarBoy - Page 89

I think someone told me to draw a dick on my face..

Okay. Let me rephrasse that.

Seeing two people you know kiss is weird. seeing it in a movie isn't as bad

The idea of kissing is gross, honestly.

I don't know what to do for my next face paint. Give me some ideas please.

tHEY ARE WATCHING BOB THE BUILDER

I need to get up and make food. But I don't want to. I just want to lay here and rot away.

I'm sorry for being who I am, for what I am is horrible. You deserve so much better. You can tell me how amazing you think I am but.. You don't really know.
I don't deserve you. I'm sorry.
I love you, you mean so much to me.
And no matter how much I deny it, I know I'm horrible.
There are things you don't know about me. Those things are things you don't want to know. Those are things I hope I will never have to tell you.
And it makes me happy that you love me for who I am. Even See More if who I am is a monster. Thank you so much.
I love you.
I won't give up on you.
Even if I have to risk everything to make you happy, I'd do it. Because it would make you happy. And your safety and happiness is top priority to me.
If you asked me to kill myself, I'd do it if it would make you happy.
So I won't give up on you.
Try not to give up on me...

Me: *walking to my sisters house, my face paint still on*
Me: *walks by these two guys*
Guy1: Hey look, an emo.
Guy2: Yeah.. its kinda hot tho.
Me: *hears them*
Me: *violently turns around*
Me: just because I'm emo doesn't mean I'll bang a man. See More
Me: *walks away*
Guy2: Dude..
Guy1: Yeah bro?
Guy2: I think that was a dude..
Guy2: I think I'm gay.

I wanted to be really mean for a second.
Hoo boi.
I'm such a dick.

I'm about to go do my face paint thing.
Hopefully I don't fück up.

Okay. I've a few face paint ideas so I'm going to take a shower and do that to get my mind off things..

I'm going to go for a bit..

I just want to die..
But I can't..
Too many people rely on me.

The feeling of dried tears is gross..

Man, I sure do love waking up crying and shaking at 5:30 in the morning.

I'm going to go wallow in my problems for a bit...

I cant sleep...
Probably because its only 6:30..