>Ugly piece of shit<
Yep yep yep
That's me.
Thank you for noticing.
Yep yep yep
That's me.
Thank you for noticing.
on November 23, 2016
I looked back at some of the things I'd posted.
And I honestly feel the same way.
That no one really cares.
I kind of feel like people pity me, rather than seeing me as a friend.
I feel like you guys just don't want someone you know die.
But you guys are going to say you actually care, but I'll never know if that's true or not because I'm not you.
And I honestly feel the same way.
That no one really cares.
I kind of feel like people pity me, rather than seeing me as a friend.
I feel like you guys just don't want someone you know die.
But you guys are going to say you actually care, but I'll never know if that's true or not because I'm not you.
on November 23, 2016
I'm back.
I didn't talk to my family about it.
They don't need to know.
I didn't talk to my family about it.
They don't need to know.
on November 23, 2016
I'm going to go for now.
I'm not sure what happened.
I need time to completely understand what happened.
I need to figure out why my family didn't stop me.
I want to know what happened and why I did what I did.
I'll be back in a little while.
I'm not sure what happened.
I need time to completely understand what happened.
I need to figure out why my family didn't stop me.
I want to know what happened and why I did what I did.
I'll be back in a little while.
on November 23, 2016
They're out.
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
I can't believe I'm doing this but..
I'm going to make myself throw up.
Or 'purge'
Just to make sure I didn't do anything.
I'm going to make myself throw up.
Or 'purge'
Just to make sure I didn't do anything.
on November 23, 2016
I'M SO SORRY
I don't know what happened.
I sort of...
Blacked out?
All I remember was feeling depressed.
And then just now, holding a pill bottle.
I don't know if I actually took them or what. See More
Shit.
I'm sorry.
I don't know what happened.
I sort of...
Blacked out?
All I remember was feeling depressed.
And then just now, holding a pill bottle.
I don't know if I actually took them or what. See More
Shit.
I'm sorry.
I'm flipping my shit.
I don't know what happened.
I hope I'll be okay.
I don't want to die.
I don't know what happened.
I hope I'll be okay.
I don't want to die.
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
I'm sorry.
But the deed is done.
And soon, I'll hopefully be gone.
But the deed is done.
And soon, I'll hopefully be gone.
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
Why do you guys care so much? I'm not special. There's plently of people who can easily replace me.
on November 23, 2016
Ignore me..
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What's the point of even living anymore? It's not like anybody really cares. All I've ever done is try and try and try but it never pays off. I've /tried/ to help people. I've /tried/ to stay happy. I've /tried/ to make it seem like my life is unicorns and rainbows. I've /tried/ to keep going on. All of those have ended in failure. I can't take it anymore.
All of this bullshit has weighed me down and I can't do it anymore. I'm not worth it. I've never been worth it and I never will be worth it. I'm sorry for being this huge tangled mess that I am. I'm sorry to those of you who tried to make my life less miserable. You failed too. But that's okay. The days some of you talked to me, I did my best to seem happy. But no matter how happy at the moment I had seemed, it was only momentary.
Everyone left me to my thoughts. My thoughts have made me believe its time. There's no way out.
I'm sorry to you Tsuki, especially. I'm really fücking sorry.
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What's the point of even living anymore? It's not like anybody really cares. All I've ever done is try and try and try but it never pays off. I've /tried/ to help people. I've /tried/ to stay happy. I've /tried/ to make it seem like my life is unicorns and rainbows. I've /tried/ to keep going on. All of those have ended in failure. I can't take it anymore.
All of this bullshit has weighed me down and I can't do it anymore. I'm not worth it. I've never been worth it and I never will be worth it. I'm sorry for being this huge tangled mess that I am. I'm sorry to those of you who tried to make my life less miserable. You failed too. But that's okay. The days some of you talked to me, I did my best to seem happy. But no matter how happy at the moment I had seemed, it was only momentary.
Everyone left me to my thoughts. My thoughts have made me believe its time. There's no way out.
I'm sorry to you Tsuki, especially. I'm really fücking sorry.
Bby, no; You have no idea how much i care about you. You're worth it, Harley. I know that I'm terrible at trying to help, but I just need I have you know that i care.
on November 23, 2016
on November 23, 2016
THAT WAS HORRIBLE.
THAT'S SUPER NOT OKAY
FIRST I READ A FANFIC WHERE JOHN DIES.
NEXT I READ A FANFIC WHERE DAVE DIES.
I SHOULD REALLY STOP READING THESE.
I'M SLOWLY DYING.
THAT'S SUPER NOT OKAY
FIRST I READ A FANFIC WHERE JOHN DIES.
NEXT I READ A FANFIC WHERE DAVE DIES.
I SHOULD REALLY STOP READING THESE.
I'M SLOWLY DYING.
on November 22, 2016
on November 22, 2016
JOHN GODDAMN DIED.
THIS IS WHY I DON'T READ JOHNDAVE FANFICS.
ONE OF THE DIE ///EVERYTIME///
THIS IS WHY I DON'T READ JOHNDAVE FANFICS.
ONE OF THE DIE ///EVERYTIME///
on November 22, 2016
I'M STILL SAD AS FÜCK.
THE ENDING WAS HORRIBLE
IT MADE ME CRY.
HE LEFT THE BUNNY.
DAVE LEFT THE DAMN BUNNY ON JOHN'S GRAVE.
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THE BUNNY HE GAVE JOHN WHEN THEY WERE THIRTEEN. See More
THE AUTHOR KILLED ME.
THE ENDING WAS HORRIBLE
IT MADE ME CRY.
HE LEFT THE BUNNY.
DAVE LEFT THE DAMN BUNNY ON JOHN'S GRAVE.
////THE BUNNY////
THE BUNNY HE GAVE JOHN WHEN THEY WERE THIRTEEN. See More
THE AUTHOR KILLED ME.
on November 22, 2016
GOODFUCKINGNIGHT
on November 22, 2016
on November 22, 2016
on November 22, 2016
I'M GOING TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN FANFICTION
WHOEVER WROTE THAT IS AN EVIL BASTARD.
I WANTED TO SEE LOVE NOT JOHN GETTING T-BONED WHILE DRIVING A CAR AND THEN DAVE CRYING ALL OVER THE PLACE AND TRYING TO KILL HIMSELF.
AT THE END HE LEFT THE STUFFED BUNNY AT THE GRAVE YARD.
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME.
I FÜCKING HATE YOU. WHO EVER WROTE THAT I HATE YOU SOOOOOOOO DAMN MUCH.
WHOEVER WROTE THAT IS AN EVIL BASTARD.
I WANTED TO SEE LOVE NOT JOHN GETTING T-BONED WHILE DRIVING A CAR AND THEN DAVE CRYING ALL OVER THE PLACE AND TRYING TO KILL HIMSELF.
AT THE END HE LEFT THE STUFFED BUNNY AT THE GRAVE YARD.
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME.
I FÜCKING HATE YOU. WHO EVER WROTE THAT I HATE YOU SOOOOOOOO DAMN MUCH.
on November 22, 2016
NO FÜCKING STOOOOP
I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYMORE OF YOUR SAD SHIT YOU EVIL BASTARD
BUT WHY AM I STILL READING IT.
I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYMORE OF YOUR SAD SHIT YOU EVIL BASTARD
BUT WHY AM I STILL READING IT.
on November 22, 2016
on November 22, 2016
Yes it is.