Cyder - Page 95

I found my calligraphy pen :0

Nvm I can find it on Spotify so that's good

The only place I can listen to Girl Friend's song, "Good Morning" has just been taken down and I'm sad

"Do you know what a lobotomy is?"
"... How weird would it be if I said it's not my first one?"
"Very. Why are you like this?"

Guess who got kicked out of school
Aha jkjk I wasn't feeling very well and got sent home

Will there ever be a time that my school work and my computer work will not clash against each other
Ughh
I'm just gonna get my homework done tomorrow morning. On the bus and in tier if possible, but for now, good night!!

https://youtu.be/ViyOqfkG9ek
I LOVE

After Christmas break is over, which is the beginning of 3rd quarter, instead of having PE, we'll have Health class for the whole quarter
Our teacher said there would be a lot of homework and hONESTLY I would rather play soccer the whole quarter

It's nice to rant every once in awhile
Feels good letting all that out

All I heard from Fallon was "Well she can just tell me in person about it."
Correct pronouns would be great but whatever. Adri then said "They don't WANT to talk to you. It's not hard to understand." Fallon still didn't understand about why I couldn't nor WANTED to talk to her.

Adding onto the whole situation with Fallon,
I sent messages to the group chat about the situation and Adri showed them to Fallon
Adri then told me that Fallon still didn't understand what's going on, Adri looked so aggravated about it which is very rare.
School was just eventful. I'm not sure what else to say about it. A few classes were fun tho ;;

I got sad but it was expected
Uhh I'm just gonna go to sleep or something
See ya'

I don't want to talk to Fallon yet she keeps persisting. I told her I don't want to talk to her but she doesn't even care.
She knows what I said to her, yet she calls me rude for ignoring her. What is said was a bit crude, and ignoring her is a bit rude but she could at least think about how I feel about all this.
A part of me still misses her, but I felt RELIEVED when I stopped talking to her. She doesn't even care.
Ugh I feel better after saying this but now I honestly feel See More selfish or something. I'm not sure if this really is all my fault or not. She certainly thinks it's my fault

I've only had one soda today oof
This is good for me. But it feels odd

I have like yellow/orange dividers(??) in my notebook
Instead of leaving them in for whatever purpose, I rip them out and use them for doodles/comics/other random stuff
It's honestly v fun to me?? Like, do this instead of wasting good paper

Pocket Camp is really just a boring app to fill the absence of Animal Crossing games
If you like it, that's great! Glad it's enjoyable to you but uh don't argue with me
I honestly just want an actual Animal Crossing game, but that takes time, so I'll just have to wait

School was so fun honestly omg
I discussed more about Jaquan and Alex and uhh that's about it cries
I chugged a bottle of V8 for five bucks so that was cool too idk

Jaquan is a big beefy and protective boyfriend
Alex is a small baby and we all love them
( Alex is a they until stated otherwise bc we're still deciding )
Alex is a werefox,, it wasn't my idea I swear
Jaquan is a shapeshifter but he can only shift into animals that fly ( birds, bats, etc )

OKAY WAIT ONE MORE THING
aa okay um sO
I sit in front of this gal in English and she is v awesome and funny
Everyone had to write stories for the class a bit ago, people said our stories were the best!! Ahaha ( I had her read my story bc I was shy oops )
We came up with the idea of, like, taking characters from each others stories and putting them in our own story if we ever write sequels ha
We also came up with a cute couple ;; They r Jaquan and Alex, we call their ship name See More "Jalex" or something,, I forgot oops buT IT'S RLLY COOL

"Can you draw these characters for me?"
"Yeah, sure!"
*Has been playing a horror game all day*
Ha whoops